When I fed up with everything

2017.01.11 20:44

Sorry, now i will writing in english beacuse this more comfortable.

I fed up wih everything. Really everything. With all of the world: the school, the boys, the friends, the sport... simple with everything. I really feel that i do not have more patient. Today I realized that almost in everybody I disappointed , who in i trusted. And this is the true. They will never like me and i cannot do anything just ignore them and try to live my life happily. I really want a change. This is the time to tell: I need a BIG CHANGE. I want a new style, a new hair, and a new area. Yes I widh to be in an other school, but where? And what was the cause of the change? The class? Oh I never want to leave a class because of the people. But I do not only fed up with the class, I have a lot of problem with the education too. So This ais a big question. Someone want to help me to decide what is the correct answer?

First, I will change on my appearance. Right now this is too boring. After I change on my habits, on my wrong habits. Change friends, as soon as possible and finally maybe i will change a school too. This is correct?

OK, I firt take a deep breathe and think about the tomorrow . I will be confident, and proud when I go in the school. I will be great. I hope. Just be calm and clever. Just be happy. Oh why are there a lot of shame on me? Why Am I feel myself more little because of those? I don't wan to feel it. I forget them. Every bad sentences, every hurts, every bad moments sink without trace. I will get a better side of my personality and I will forget this one. I will be satisfied with everything, I will have a lot of friends and I will take part in lot of good parties. I will be in a good class and in a good school with high-leveled education. I WILL BE SATISFIED WITH MY LIFE, BECAUSE I WILL BE HAPPY! And i forget every bad things right now.     Never see them again. I am strong.